ok... i should not be here.. tt's wad i told myself, not to blog till i finish my flash movie... but seems that i'm too frustrated of the shit i'm getting... maybe i need to quote from wad ms goh said, "Is it me or them?"...
First... there is this guy... whom i asked to write a script for me for this flash competition 3 months ago... tt time, he said that he had no idea on wad story to write.. so fine, i let him take his time... after the exam, i asked him for the script again and he had no least idea about wad script wad i'm toking.. of course i'm not a moron as wad he thought i am... he kept saying dunno wad i'm toking about and gave me those worst than sotong look and act as innocent as baby... But, let me tell u... i know that u know bout this script thing but just that u had forgotten all about it.. so, i told him to write me a script about surprise singapore to my email by tt day nite.. and i didnt recieve it until the next day... when i read it, i had no words to describe bout it.. the script seemed to be more suitable for an intro to singapore culture... rather than surprising singapore... when i asked the proffesional scriptwriter wad has it got to do with surprising singapore... guess wad he said???? "OH... THE PART WHERE THE MERLION JUMPS OUT LOR".... !!!! wad the hell... wad is this.. even though i gave u 1 day to do and u took 2 day to do it which may seem short, u r supposed to think bout this from 3 MONTHS ago...
later on, i went to the organiser's website, www.adamsapple.com but too bad it doesnt say abything of the competition, but i found the paper which wad given to me 3 months ago, it said the theme was "Surprisingly Singapore" not the surprise singapore which i told him.. My fault for telling him the wrong theme.. but still the same, i get shit script... so i asked him to change it and sent me again... tt day i didnt recieve, so i smsed him and tried to asked him thru msn... but not a single reply i get.. the next morning, he said, "u didnt recieve meh? i sent 2 time to u yest" and where he sent it? according to him, it was to my long time unused mail, kuririnmail.com.... so when i went home and checked, i didnt c a single new mail about the script but i saw some chain mail which ppl sent me long time ago.... checked my gmail, hotmail and yahoo... and there isnt a "shadow" of it... so it's really getting on my nerves so i just leave it... i do not have the time for this shit as time is running out.. well, the next day, i got a mail subjected "script" from him.. and when i read, the theme wad still surprise singapore and the only obvious difference from the old one wad that there wad a few additional line which still doeant make sense for the story...
Wad do u think if u were me? dont u feel like grabbing ur crt or lcd monitor in front of u and threw it out of the window?
i decided to continue doing the flash despite the missing script and tried to make a script myself with help from my sis... (and of course my monitor is still on my table)... so yest morning, i smsed to him to help me find some sound effects on chain saw, traffic jam, car horns, baby crying, trees cut down, water flowing from www.flashkit.com or any other website, zip it and send it to my gmail as i expect the file will be quite large... i checked my mail today morning, and the gd thing was i recieve it, in a zip file BUT it was in my hotmail acc... obviously this mail had clogged up my mail and i get a notice from hotmail that i reached the maximum size allocated... but i was still happy tt i recieve the file. but... but but... i opened the file, guess wad? i asked for traffic jam sound, and i get sounds of cars zooming pass, asked for chainsaw, i get a saw cutting a very hard metal object, asked for sound of baby crying, and i get an adult female crying.. and i didnt recieve a sound of water flowing, trees cut down... and from wad he sent me, i can only use the car horn sound. so wad's the point of me asking him to help me find the files? it just spoil my mood to continue doing the flash movie which was suppose to be handed up by today...
Second thing, there is a class newspaper project... my group was in charged of doing the book review.... Rit told me that he will sne tme the review and the image of the book to my email. but when i checked on thurs, i didnt c it. kelvin was also suppose to send me the review to my email, and i also didnt c it but at least i get the printed version. on fri, i asked rit for the review again, and he said that he will send me. kelvin's review need some editing after ms chan read it as she find some words to hard to understand, and he's also suppose to send to my email. i asked de xin to send to my mail too... and up till now, i didnt recieve any reviews. I had done wad i can do so far? i borrowed digital fortress book from sherry and photographed it (book which kelvin doing a review on), borrowed the boy meets girl book from de xin and also photographted it... i had even edited the photo and not just shoot and it's done work... wad am i suppose to do? keep pushing them and sure they will get pek chek, sit and wait for it and ms chan will keep asking for it... haix...
third, i bought a tablet from sim lim for my flash project as it will make my life easier if i had to draw objects... but it was rather laggy when i use it with flash, but not adobe photoshop. so i go and formetted my com... and to my relief, it works perfectly... but now i seemed to have connection problem... so now i'm using my couz com to go online...
fourth, on wed, mr gan asked if anyone interested in this aeronautics course... it's a course on aeroplane such stuff... well.. i have always been fond of aeroplane since i was small, and the fees was 45 but after subsidised by the sch, it cost 30 bucks... but, the course was on fri afternoon and sat morning till 12 pm... and tt sat got open house... after thinking, i decided to signed up..
i smsed to dickson tt i can only come for the open house on the third shift as i have this course... so he will be in charged in the first 2 shift. tt wednesday afternoon, got it club. i told ms tan that i had the course so i can only come for the third shift. she seemed to be rather unhappy after i told her tt...
yest nite, i dickson called me to tell me that ms tan asked him to asked me go for the open house and wanted me to make a reflection about being a leader. i was rather stunned. I understand tt being the chair, i should go for the open house and take charge. but there is this course which i was very interested and i believed it would help in my future. for openhouse, if i wasn't there, there is still dickson and yu kai whom can be in charged. There is a planned drawned up and if things would go wrong and i guess will as rarely there is any event that will really went according to plan, there is dickson and yu kai.. wad real different if a chair is there? isn't that actually they both were the one who was really supposed to be in charged? tt time after the geog test, i met yu kai and dickson and they said they were meeting a teacher... so i just went home... then later on, i smsed to dickson if they were meeting ms tan? i got a reply half an hour later and yes it is and they wanted to meet me after tt to went to my house and play... ok... then later on i just now that they also discussed about the open house.. i was not even informed about the open house and not informed about the meeting. it is not tt i will not be there for open house as i'm will be in indo. NO. it's still during the 2 weeks extention lesson.
ms tan last time got said to me that i was not commited enough to it club... ok.. i want at tt time.. but i changed... the idea which i had about having the e newsletter for the it club member was rethink by me... but i find that the it club members does not like it tt much... wad do they like? games... so for wad i make newsletter about ner hardware, softwares and news about it stuff where no one is interested?
I have been trying to be more organised and think about more ideas. i remind those ppl who were suppose to meet u in the morning so that they will not forget. i tried to look for u to get the it club photos when i saw other ccas had already started distributing it. I read pages of reviews about the cameras that it club want to purchase. i stayed back in school to burn the lake odyssey practise which seemed to take forever to get burned into the cds. i participated in competitons hoping that i would help the no of prizes it club has. I discussed the things that need to be done with dickson over the phone for scv. I wrote the things that i would like it club to do but there is really no time as we are tied down with the scv. sometimes if i want to do things, i would be asked to pay more attention to my studies. U know wad it seemed? wadever i had done, u never c, wadever i had done, u would notice it... i'm not a full time it club chair, i still got my other things in my life.... y can't i attend some course that will help me in my future? i does not know why u objects so much for me to go for courses? is it because i'm in comb science and it means that i cant join any science related course? must it always be it club, it club and it club? I can honestly say that u had done a lot for it club, planning, putting things together. but i do wad i think i appopriate and in planning, u said that we had not helped u a lot in planning. but wad can i do? when u ask me to look for u for meeting, u would plan straight away. so wad other planning should i do?
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